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Back when I was deployed serving my country during the Vietnam war, our squad was deployed deep into the jungle. We would regularly come upon small villages that we knew were supplying aid to the Viet Cong and we had to decide what to do with them. Many times we would kill all the men who were threats or possibly VC. Sometimes we would camp out in the villages waiting for unsuspecting visitors looking for aid and ambush them and kill them.
One time we were camped out in a village holding a post for a couple days. Most of the men got restless and started to fool around and take advantage of the young girls. I’m ashamed still to this day, but I took one of these girls…she must have been around 17 or 18. We had already killed her father which left only a mother to protect her which some of the other men forced out of the hut. She couldn’t say NO she knew what I would do if she did….I tied her up and had my way with her. Sometimes still today when I’m sleeping with my wife or dreaming, her face will come back to me and haunt me. I never tell my wife what is wrong, but I know its this girls face that I see just like it was yesterday, silently crying and wishing she was somewhere else. I’m not proud of what happened there, but I had to tell someone after all these years.
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dude. WTF.
I think it’s very honourable of you to come clean, after all these years.
Honourable? u wudnt be saying that if THIS ‘pathetic excuse of a life’ did the same wid ur mother or your sister you dumb fucktard! And you sir, the rapist, you ’served’ your country by adding your name to the ever increasing list of War Crimes. Im amazed your still able to live on. If you have a young daughter, please do let me know how on earth you face her you.
PS- Your mother shudve aborted you when she had the chance.
took advantage of another human that is some honourable…
no way out mate…repent..
There’s nothing you can do about it now. I’m sure you have tried to make your peace with it but it is what it is.
i’m glad you are bugged by your conscience
@ Moulin. Not sure that writing it down onto an anonymous website then walking away constitutes ‘coming clean’.
I hope this guy has led a far more honourable life since then to try and make up for it.
Why not try and think about how this has haunted the young woman you assulted instead of getting online to easy your conscience?
I really hope you have done some good in your life to help atone for this messed up act.
Ease, not easy. Seriously people, LEARN ENGLISH. And what people do Unser the pressures of war is often horrible and disturbing but don’t judge people based on those experiences. I’m sure he’s guilt ridden and torn and has made what amends he could.
Under. Fail.
LMFAO laughed my ass of
You are a covard for talking about it anonomously. You are also a shitty “human being”. I’m not sure you should exist.
You are a “covard[sic]” for criticizing him anonymously.
Ya see what I did there?
I want to say that it’s honorable by you to come clean after all this year, and that it’s not to late that you can still put things right and all that, but i can’t, what you did is horrible and you should never be forgiven for it. I hope you rot in hell.
I’m sure he will meet you there. It is not for you to decide if he is forgiven or not. Isn’t forgiveness a primary teaching of you so called Christians?
Do the right thing and turn yourself in. Anonymous confession on a web forum doesn’t count as “coming clean”
Ask yourself how many soldiers went to Vietnam.
If everyone of them had done what you did, there is NO guilt trip which can wash that away. Just think that, where was your conscience then? How many dead, raped, mutilated? I wish you a lot of nightmares to come, anonymous.
“her face will come back to me and haunt me”
You’re so selfish.. You even didn’t even think about – how YOUR FACE is haunting HER.
You guys should relax. Worst shit goes on in other parts of the world, at least this person has a conscience. You weren’t even there and it is rather sanctimonious for all of you to hate on someone that easily when you most likely haven’t gone to war, or lived decent lives yourselves. Alot of fucked up shit goes on in the world. This is relatively minor. There’s nothing you can do about it, life goes on.
AND? The fact that in the world are worst things going on makes this no better.
Move to Massachusetts and run for Senate. You’ll give John Kerry a run for his money on the Warcrime-o-meter.
So you’ve been in a living hell all these years. How about moving into purgatory. That means you leave behind this and start helping out any way you can (not with money) at a rape crisis clinic.
My own family members were living in Vietnam during this time. One of my mom’s friends was raped. Admitting your “secret” to an online website doesn’t do shit. I can’t even fathom how human beings could do such cruel acts to other human beings. You guys fucking disgust me. I honestly want to get you all in one room and torture the fuck out of you. How the fuck could you damage a young girl like that? Not only did you take away her father, but you may have taken away her innocence and virginity as well. You have no idea how it feels to be violated the way she was. I hope you go through more hell and I hope your wife finds out the man she is really married to. I understand you feel guilty now, but it sure takes a real fucking evil guy to even be able to rape a young girl at ANY point in his life.
REEEELLAAAX. So, getting all these “guys” in one room and “torturing the fuck out of them” is going to make it all better? It’s done. Shit happens, and so did you.
you should fucking kill yourself for this.
im a strong believer that behaviour is the problem not the person, i dont know you, but hopefully you are a good person that was in a bad situation which influenced you making bad decisions, if it still haunts you then you should deal with it either through therapy or discussing things with your wife, if you hold this eventually it will hurt those around you as well as yourself….your niot a bad person but you did do a bad thing…
The true measure of a human being is the way he treats his fellow man when no one is looking. I wonder if your wife knew about you taking advantage if she would even touch you. I hope you have no daughters karma is a bitch..
It isn’t up to us to say who will be forgiven or not, just understand that every deed has its price. Good luck on judgement day.
You really should mention to your wife that you raped a young girls who was totally vulnerable. Im sure she will understand…
Oh, you will be paying for this. Karma is a bitch.
But judgment isn´t mine.
At least you ONLY raped her, and didn´t kill her afterwards or tortured her like our nice upstanding Vietgal up above likes to do.
Get over yourselves all you sanctimonious shits. Americans aren´t the better people you´re all led to believe in your goddamn 24-7 US TV News-shows/propaganda.
When the going gets tough you guys rape and pillage like armies have ALWAYS done throughout the human history.
He who is with out sin throw the first stone.
You should’ve brought the mom is as well and had your way with both of ‘em. Damn charlies fucking killed did some pretty horrible shit to our men over there. She probably just got done cook some American cock stew.