08.17
I’ve had a love relationship w/ a girl 24 years older than me starting when I was 16
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I am 20 and I have been in a love relationship with a woman who is 24 yrs older than me. I have been with her since I was 16. She was best friends with my mom and when my parents temporarily split up she would stay over, and one thing led to another and we ended up fucking like crazy every day. She left me once for a year; I got on drugs and almost died numerous times. She got in touch with me and offered me a place to stay because she couldn’t live without me.
When I got there I was crushed to see that she had a boyfriend. Then I was pretty much their sex toy…not by choice. But because I was so attached to her and no place to live. I destroyed her family. Her young daughter knows. She left her husband of 20 yrs. I’m slowly weening myself off her. I just feel so alone without her. But I hate her so much now and I wish she would die. I totally missed out on my fun high school years. Now I’m just a pot head that everyone thinks is freaky because I fucked an old lady but they don’t understand how I feel. I hate this shit, and its coming to an end and I’m so excited, yet scared at the same time. Its gonna be hard getting used to living life without her.
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Good for you! (getting out of it, not getting in it). DEFINATELY sounds like you need to be done with her and start living your life
You fell for a cougar? shit son just enter the nearest dive bar to recreate the experience over and over again.
are you planning on killing her?
Man, you are one lucky punk. Cougar bait!
you said she had a boyfriend and then in the next line you say she had a husband for 20 yrs …..??????? which is it ? your story has some questionable flaws that I see so was she married or dating when you started fucking her ??? or is this all just some bullshit story if so I must admit you had me going
Eh you’ll be fine. Crazier stuff happens to me all the time.
You were molested. Seek therapy. It doesn’t matter that you are a boy, you were manipulated by a predator while in an emotionally vulnerable state. Most sexually abused children either become abusers or recreate the experience for the rest of their lives. You may think you would never do that to a child but the psychosis brought on by this trauma can be beyond your control. Please, this was not you fault. Get help, and start a new life somewhere else if the people around you make you feel unable to get past it. I know what I am talking about…40 years old and survivor.
MOLESTED?! At 16?
Maybe in some fucked up puritan parts of the US. 16 is way inside the norm for healthy sexual beginnings and legal in practically all parts of this globe.
His only problem is he´s a godamn POTHEAD, and he still doesn´t want to take responsibility for his actions. Instead blames it on some old pussy.