My Worst Secret

My Worst Secret Is….

When I was growing up I had bad acne… and so never had any confidence with girls. Also grew up in a single sex school so never met any girls…first time I ever talked to a girl of my age was when I was 18. Am also short – 5ft 5 and asian so…yeah. FML. Shit poor chance at the romance sweepstakes. Even the asian girls want to go out with white guys.  I guess I was the romantic type because I kept holding out for the one special girl who I would lose my virginity to and eventually marry. But girls would keep turning me down. No girl ever pictured me as Prince Charming I guess. I’ve never had a girlfriend in my whole life.

Got so bad that I was still a virgin at 26. Like I said, no confidence.

So then I woke up and realized it wasn’t happening so I went to see a prostitute (it’s legal in Canada – well sorta)  After that, I got hooked. Every 2 weeks I would go see a different one….for about C$250. It was exciting and thrilling knowing I could go see a girl I had read about and just pay her for sex. Then walk away with no regret.  2 years later, I moved to another city that had cheap flights to Cuba…then started going there more often. It was only $300 for a return ticket and I would go there for a week and f my brains out.

The girls only charged $50 and they were awesome. I’d meet them at clubs just like here but I was treated like Brad Pitt. Later I’d bring them back to my casa particular and do them. They loved to have sex and so fun. Sex is the national sport. In Cuba, you’re the man…you don’t feel like you have to beg for approval.  After that trip, I’ve whored in Dominican republic (C+), Honduras (B-), Colombia (A+), Thailand (A), Indonesia (A), Cambodia (B+), Hong Kong (B) and Czech Republic (B). Generally I never pay more than $50 for a go…Indonesia is dirt cheap.

I’ve had hard core sex with gorgeous girls who I wouldn’t have had a prayer of dating in North America. Soooo far out of my league but sooo close within my wallet. I’ve always treated them well…but just be careful don’t fall in love with them.  I’ve been with asians, latinas, black girls and white girls too. Latinas are the best. If I ever marry, she’d be latina.I use a condom all the time of course and have never caught anything. Now of course I won’t say it’s an awesome experience all the time (some girls just lie there), but still better than staying home and striking out all the damn time. It’s hard being a short asian guy in North America.

It hasn’t been the same since…it’s like my eyes were opened. Now I laugh at guys in North America and the games they have to play. I don’t think I can ever go back to normal dating now.  Plus…do you really think marriage will make you happier? 50% of all marriages end in disaster and the guy mostly ends up footing the bill. Out of the remaining 50%, half of them are unhappy. My boss paid $55,000 to lawyers for his divorce – that could have funded 15 of my trips, champagne style!!!!

Break free of the matrix boys. There’s a whole life to be lived out there.

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